menherachan
馬鹿野郎
- Jun 22, 2020
- 57
so i failed...ill try again but with sodium nitrate..im fucking pissed it didnt work but,,i wasnt prepared enough..i jsut cut and cut more thoiugh..
krsu
999
- Jun 10, 2020
- 210
what did you do? I'm sorry it didn't work out ;w; we are here for you <3
menherachan
馬鹿野郎
- Jun 22, 2020
- 57
i tried to od on zoloft,,then tried to slit my throat but my razor wasnt sharp enough,,i need to buy new ones..thank you..
PJFord
Student
- Jul 27, 2020
- 143
@menherachan ... be kind and loving to yourself. CTB in theory seems easy but ultimately it isn't. You'll know when the time is right. In the meantime you're among friends here. 
krsu
999
- Jun 10, 2020
- 210
hmmm i see, i also hate how quickly my blades dull too
menherachan
馬鹿野郎
- Jun 22, 2020
- 57
Use Sodium Nitrite, not Sodium Nitrate. Big difference!
menherachan
馬鹿野郎
- Jun 22, 2020
- 57
I'm really sorry to hear this, failing a ctb attempt is probably the most depressing, demoralizing experience you could possibly feel. If it's any consolation, the method you described has a low success rate anyway, so it wasn't a case of pure rotten luck.
Just want u to know, we're here for you if you need to talk, vent, whatever. It's not my place to cast judgment or moralize :)
Just want u to know, we're here for you if you need to talk, vent, whatever. It's not my place to cast judgment or moralize :)
