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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Sorry dont mean to sound patronising, im so far from perfect.
Not at all. I'm in such a brain fog today and I'm not even stoned lol.
 
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Checkmate3

Student
Aug 15, 2020
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It took maybe thirty seconds to puke after drinking it.

Yes, that's the problem. If I remember correctly, SN should be inside the person for at least 5 minutes. If vomited before this time — 2nd glass immediately.
So it knocked you out in just a few minutes, and you're not afraid to use it again? This is actually very reassuring for me.
 
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Multiplied Obscurity

Member
Aug 31, 2020
20
Yes, that's the problem. If I remember correctly, SN should be inside the person for at least 5 minutes. If vomited before this time — 2nd glass immediately.
So it knocked you out in just a few minutes, and you're not afraid to use it again? This is actually very reassuring for me.


How so? The reassuring part I mean.
 
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Multiplied Obscurity

Member
Aug 31, 2020
20
That I won't have to wait for 20 minutes to pass out.

Ah. Yeah, that was completely unexpected. I honestly did not expect to pass out until I was in bed. I woke up covered in puke on top of my freaking weight scale lol. How I didn't hit my head on something? I have no idea.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Hey, keep me posted how you're doing over the next couple days. Also, how much brown in the urine was there? It wouldn't be a very painful death if the kidneys are shutting down, but you do have 2. If you punch your mid low back on both sides is it painful?
 
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GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,726
I saw how much SN you used, but how much water?
 
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pleasethistime

Experienced
Jun 25, 2018
256
Take vitamin c if you are not going to hospital
 
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Devil0606

Member
Sep 5, 2020
10
So... I'm still alive unfortunately. Tried to CTB last with SN, woke up face down on the bathroom floor after puking my guts up. I then stumbled to my bed and fell asleep only to wake up again extremely disappointed.

I just can't believe it, this is like my fourth or fifth but greatest attempt and I failed miserably.

I can't seem to do fucking anything right! Why can't I just die!? Is this really too much to ask? I'm so tired and frustrated and everything else. Just fuck!
Oh feeling sorry fella....
 
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TheQ22

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Aug 17, 2020
1,097
Bummer. This is why I intend on doing it outdoors when very cold, so even if method 1 fails (probably CO in tent), then hypothermia will hopefully do the job.

Will be heavily intoxicated so as not to wake up no matter how cold I get.

Even if I'm unconscious from CO and alcohol, lying on the frozen ground when it's say -4C or colder - not likely to fail that.
 

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