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zombiegirl

zombiegirl

the living dead
Aug 17, 2023
186
its almost new year's and you know what that means. time to become a statistic
 
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Zebulon

Zebulon

The loneliness is killing me
Jul 30, 2023
122
working on it. But sadly I couldnt get the fent in time
 
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alwayssearching202

alwayssearching202

Member
Dec 6, 2023
82
I'm in the US and I've already been seeing it all over the news. There are multiple people ('celebrities' or whatever) that have received a lot of coverage and multiple accounts of rather tragic family murder suicides. This was my ideal date but I wasn't able to get all supplies in time.
 
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kittyswift

kittyswift

getting tired even for a phoenix..
Sep 29, 2023
215
i was thinking about this. i wonder just how high it will spike
 
HealMyBrain

HealMyBrain

Member
Dec 6, 2023
28
Me too. Being a statistic seems really peaceful right about now...
 
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CouldaHvBeenARock

CouldaHvBeenARock

Farewell, My Concubine
Nov 16, 2023
147
Now I wanna go 😭
I really want to be a statistic
 
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Rhizomorph1

Rhizomorph1

Psychology (B.A.) & Substance Use Researcher
Oct 24, 2023
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Soc

Soc

Member
Dec 9, 2023
72
I was close last night, started messing with a rope and slipnot attached to the door. SI kicked in and I stoppped.
 
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CouldaHvBeenARock

CouldaHvBeenARock

Farewell, My Concubine
Nov 16, 2023
147
I was close last night, started messing with a rope and slipnot attached to the door. SI kicked in and I stoppped.
For SI don't be sober
Otherwise it will take some practice
I won't be dying anytime soon but I also would not mind being a statistic :p
I have been derailed cause I'm in the hospital but I'm ready to go
 
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minutelate119

minutelate119

the cold misty morning
Nov 29, 2023
29
yeah, i always figured the new years was peak time for suicides. google tells me they actually do peak on new years day, and besides that are high during spring and summertime
 
Soc

Soc

Member
Dec 9, 2023
72
Was this your first proper attempt?
yeh it was, I was not sober but I just couldn't hold myself, found I was holding the rope to keep it tight. Didn't manage it as I just made it hard to breathe. SI kicked in and I stopped. Took some benzos and went to sleep.
 
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Life'sA6itch

Lights out please
Oct 29, 2023
333
I seem to only be able to wish to be a statistic, I can't get it right, effing up every time. No reliable method, I just want to be out and gone permanently. It can be done but I don't have access, this is torture. I've seen some of the statistics in the news already too.
 
Ksmиda

Ksmиda

Have I died too soon or lived too long?
Oct 23, 2023
187
They should make a list of all the people that ctb on this website at the end of each year as a way of remembering them
 
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oddetoad

Arcanist
Nov 25, 2023
496
There will be a spike but not for the reasons you think or mention here
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,208
They should make a list of all the people that ctb on this website at the end of each year as a way of remembering them

To be honest- I think that would be playing right into the hands of pro-lifers. Not that they couldn't find out anyway but I suspect they'd love to be able to connect actual suicides to this place. Giving them a list to cross check against say obituries and news reports I imagine would just make their campaign against here easier. Seeing actual numbers may also freak them out. It's a lovely thought but I think it would end up being used against the site in my mind.
 
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