Ineedtodie
Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
- Nov 9, 2022
- 403
I've never been good at telling my story, also english isn't my native language. And i' m probably going to skip some details and context. But I can answer if anyone asks. Its easier for me this way otherwise it going too long. With my english I wouldn't read it myself honestly.
When family does not acknowledge your suffering and are emotionally distant, so you're on you're own, no other support, feeling too helpless facing the situation as a whole while feeling extremely unsafe and disconnected from my social environment, and being stigmatized for being mentally ill.
As an adult Facing all these consequences and the roots of my suffering at once in the same environment in which all of it started and lasted, left untreated, not even acknowledged.
It feels insane to try. I can't even imagine one scenerio of sustaible progress to fit in and survive.
Tbe honest its all too overwhelming to describe. Shit is just too sureal. I could just ctb and end it all. World is too cruel for people like me. Dk if I was even making sens.
When family does not acknowledge your suffering and are emotionally distant, so you're on you're own, no other support, feeling too helpless facing the situation as a whole while feeling extremely unsafe and disconnected from my social environment, and being stigmatized for being mentally ill.
As an adult Facing all these consequences and the roots of my suffering at once in the same environment in which all of it started and lasted, left untreated, not even acknowledged.
It feels insane to try. I can't even imagine one scenerio of sustaible progress to fit in and survive.
Tbe honest its all too overwhelming to describe. Shit is just too sureal. I could just ctb and end it all. World is too cruel for people like me. Dk if I was even making sens.
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