Venting I don't want to kill myself but I don't want to live either

[MOSTHATED]

Because I have a fear of hell. If it wasn't for that, I wouldn't really care as much. I also don't rlly have a method also. It's to difficult trying to live

 

[DivineBreadEnjoyer]

I understand that alot
To me every method just seems really scary and tbh I'm not even scared of dying but more scared of the methods, it sounds terrifying to fail or terrifying in general, I would love to die without noticing it
Just falling asleep and never waking up again

 

[froggirl9000]

If I had a guarantee right now that upon death, I would be reincarnated as a human in better circumstances than I was given in this life, I would immediately end it all.
I fear hell, but more than anything the concept of eternal darkness scares the shit out of me. The fear of the unknown, the fear of something that you physically cannot comprehend. That's what truly freaks me out, that's what truly holds me back.
People say that, in the event of there being nothing after death, it would be like sleeping. But the whole fucking point of sleeping is that you don't really comprehend it, you just go to bed and wake up a few hours later. It is a blank space. What the fuck point is there in explaining it like that when the whole idea is that you won't be waking up to anything? There won't be anything to wake up to?

 

[Bishop]

I understand that alot
To me every method just seems really scary and tbh I'm not even scared of dying but more scared of the methods, it sounds terrifying to fail or terrifying in general, I would love to die without noticing it
Just falling asleep and never waking up again

Exactly