I don't want to go alone

[littlelambflora]

I have had seemingly unfixable chronic pain and other horrid health issues for a year. No doctor has helped, and it doesn't not seem like there will be help on the horizon. Since I have already been severely mentally ill since my teenaged years, I have decided this quality of life is unendurable, and if I do not find any, even slight, relief by the end of April, I will be taking my own life. However, I'm scared to go alone. I don't want to die physically alone.

 

[missmars]

I wish I wouldn't ctb alone either I can resonate with you, hugs xo

 

[Buildingsandcastles]

I feel you completely. I was thinking April too...Anyone live in or near california?

 

[AnonymousL]

I have had seemingly unfixable chronic pain and other horrid health issues for a year. No doctor has helped, and it doesn't not seem like there will be help on the horizon. Since I have already been severely mentally ill since my teenaged years, I have decided this quality of life is unendurable, and if I do not find any, even slight, relief by the end of April, I will be taking my own life. However, I'm scared to go alone. I don't want to die physically alone.

same here.
I wish i could cuddle with my bf but he would never aapprove

 

[Macc_Lad_71]

bless you....my heart goes out to you