Discussion I don't want to, but I have to

[Mattew]

Hi everyone don't want to bother with a long ass personal story; i tried to kms but i haven't got enough courage to do it and ended un crying for all the night. I'm too scared for what's next after i took my life.... So everything ended up on a Thursday morning and everything goes black forever? Basically my staying on earth was a waste of time and resources?
I'm here asking if anyone can relate to this words or have some ideas or thoughts about that.

 

[unluckysadness]

Hi, welcome to the forum I'm sorry life brought you here. It's the same for me. I don't really want to kill myself because it will hurt a lot of people and because i fear reincarnation and what comes after, but decades of huge struggles will probably kill me soon.

Anyway, you'll find very nice people here, with non judgement, so feel free to talk about your struggles.

As I always say, I wish you peace whatever you decide

 

[Mattew]

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Hi, welcome to the forum I'm sorry life brought you here. It's the same for me. I don't really want to kill myself because it will hurt a lot of people and because i fear reincarnation and what comes after, but decades of huge struggles will probably kill me soon.

Anyway, you'll find very nice people here, with non judgement, so feel free to talk about your struggles.

As I always say, I wish you peace whatever you decide

Thank you for the welcome and the information. Actually i found this forum when i was searching online the painless method to kms. I'm glad that i found this safe space to talk about suicide and stuff, other people gudge you and treat you as a fool when you mention mental health and suicide.
I wish you thee best in life too.