Venting i don't want to be alone but i have to be in order to protect myself

[emptymiku]

i really want friends i really want them so fucking badly that i cant take it anymore i wish my old best friend would come back to me but he just forgot about me its been months im still not over it i can never make any friends again because this is just going to happen again i wish i could just die already and cease the suffering i have to go through