Venting i dont want anything

[twistedtransistor47]

I wish I wanted something badly enough to live for it.

A part of me wants to be happy, successful and loved, but I don't want it bad enough to actually -work- for it. The only thing I really want is to die.

Sometimes I don't understand why anyone wants to live. How can you not want to kill yourself?

I'm just waiting to die

 

[KillingPain267]

I don't understand how people have dreams to live for

 

[apearl]

A part of me wants to be happy, successful and loved, but I don't want it bad enough to actually -work- for it.

I'm in the same boat as you in this, to me it seems like life is lots of work for little reward. Hope you can find your peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to be gone, to cease existing truly is all I've ever personally wished for. But anyway I wish you the best, I also see myself as just waiting to die.

 

[annihilator]

I also just wish to be gone, to cease existing truly is all I've ever personally wished for. But anyway I wish you the best, I also see myself as just waiting to die.

Would you wish to be killed ? Painlessly?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

The only thing I really want is to die.

Sometimes I don't understand why anyone wants to live. How can you not want to kill yourself?

I'm just waiting to die

Agree with only this part of ur post. I don't want anything from evil life and this evil world . I only want non-existence asap

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

A part of me wants to be happy, successful and loved,

This trifecta is probably one of the most difficult things to acheive. In addition to work ethic, one would need an absurd amount of luck and even genes / favorable circumstances. And even if one achieved this, it's a lifetime of stress to maintain.

Happiness - Come and goes
Success - Often requires taking from others
Love - Seems like everyone cheats or at least has fleeting eyes at some point these days

Human existnce is pointless. I feel sorry for all the people being born everyday. 99% of them are going to live a life of suffering.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Aside from dying as early as possible, I also don't want anything. Nothing in life interests me other than having a reliable way of bringing complete cessation to my life as early as possible