I don’t wanna die

[Steamm]

But I can't live either

 

[Geodude77]

I'm in a similar situation. My cardiophobia makes me freak out about a cardiac-related death but it's happened for so long and gotten so bad that my quality of life is shit and everybody is making me feel like shit by being incredibly unsupportive.

 

[Krislybear]

Same here...for me life is constantly boring and nothing at all seems to excite me. Somehow I am hoping and waiting for something to happen all the time. This has made me seriously think about taking my own life, but I still hope life will become fun again...because it used to be before.

 

[oxymoron]

But I can't live either

Another classic.

 

[redredead]

Then your time is not there yet. When you are ready you will know it

 

[Sensei]

OP, that's a harrowing dilemma many, if not most of us, struggle with. I wish there was an easy answer. I do agree with redredead, though. If you're afraid, you should wait.