Venting I dont wanna die but eventually, I'm gonna end up killing myself

[9chello]

My life is pretty decent but every small thing makes me extremely suicidal to the point that i barely function and eventually, it will be too much for me to handle.

 

[Unending]

I understand, this is pretty much how I feel and have felt for some time.

 

[Wormfood]

Understandable

 

[expired_dreams]

Relatable

 

[FuneralCry]

It really can be so torturous and tiring feeling trapped in this world, there certainly is no peace from suffering as long as one exists here. Life really is so unnecessarily cruel but anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Priest_Arthur]

I feel strangely similar. I get obsessed with girls, and I become extremely depressed when I feel rejected. I hate that I can't have a normal mindset about dating and stuff, but I was traumatized my by mother who never showed me much love.

I really hope your life changes for the better, man. I'm sorry for you.