I don't suffer but I want CTB

[Death is beautiful]

What if I don't suffer physically and mentally, but I still want to commit suicide, I want to go into oblivion, I don't want to live to old age, I have already ordered SN and I take CTB very seriously and I am sure that sooner or later I will do it. There are those here who have not experienced physical or spiritual pain but still want CTB

 

[FuneralCry]

We all have the right to exit at a time of our own choosing, suicide is a personal decision, we do not need to justify our reasons for leaving. We have no obligations to stay alive as we did not ask to exist. I want eternal nothingness as well, I have never wanted to be alive. Old age is one of my worst nightmares. I wish you the best.

 

[DasDasDAS]

I don't think I understand you
If I had a chance to be happy in life I would take it!
Do you mean like an exit plan for (very) later in life or something you plan to do relatively soon?

 

[Death is beautiful]

I don't think I understand you
If I had a chance to be happy in life I would take it!
Do you mean like an exit plan for (very) later in life or something you plan to do relatively soon?

If you're talking about CTB, then I plan to do it in the summer-fall of this year. And alas, I can't be happy in this life, I'm not happy at all, but I don't suffer from anything, I just want to leave

 

[som1]

yeah even when I was at the happiest time of my life I still wanted to not exist

If you're talking about CTB, then I plan to do it in the summer-fall of this year. And alas, I can't be happy in this life, I'm not happy at all, but I don't suffer from anything, I just want to leave

I am planning on using sn summer-fall of this year too, not sure if I can wait till then tho.

 

[Crazy4u]

Frank,

Wanting to ctb before retirement/nursing home age is very understandable. However, ctbing at a young with no reasons is not. Why do you feel you cannot wait? what is the rush?

If you truly don't feel like doing anything, you might be depressed and a therapist might help. CTB is a very serious decision.