struggles_inc
life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
- Jun 24, 2023
- 470
It's not that I actively want to die rn. Honestly, I feel too lazy to try a sophisticated method like SN. For months now I couldn't care less.
My apartment is one step away from becoming a cockroach fest, and I don't care.
I missed a lot of deadlines and I don't care.
My relationships with everyone are so fucked up, I don't care.
I look like a walking corpse.
I'm not actively seeking suicide, but I don't see what's stopping me from randomly jumping into traffic. I try to find a logical reason to keep going and there's nothing.
Objectively speaking, my existence is useless rn.
I don't even drink alcohol anymore. It doesn't make me feel good. I've been thinking about trying drugs.
My apartment is one step away from becoming a cockroach fest, and I don't care.
I missed a lot of deadlines and I don't care.
My relationships with everyone are so fucked up, I don't care.
I look like a walking corpse.
I'm not actively seeking suicide, but I don't see what's stopping me from randomly jumping into traffic. I try to find a logical reason to keep going and there's nothing.
Objectively speaking, my existence is useless rn.
I don't even drink alcohol anymore. It doesn't make me feel good. I've been thinking about trying drugs.
