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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Experienced
May 7, 2025
224
We all know modern life is utter utter garbage
That only psychopaths , the plain evil and the genetically lucky prosper.
I actually see CTB as a revolutionary act at this point.
If enough people did it it would upset the slave system and of course make the overseers look as repulsive as they are.
Their control of the media allows them to eviscerate those of us who dare to piss on their parade, allows them to call us evil etc.
Someone wishes to discontinue this state of being that they never asked for , cannot cope with and do not want ?
Big fuckin deal
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,730
I understand, it's just so horrible to me how we exist in this dreadful anti-suicide world with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what even know nobody asked for any of this in the first place, for me only non-existence is positive, only in non-existence will I be free from the torturous and futile burden of existing that I always saw as a mistake with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it no matter what.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Experienced
May 7, 2025
224
I am facing:

*More years of social isolation leading to possible insanity.
*The threat of Dementia caused by long term severe depression and social isolation.

No one can convince me to "hang on in there" or to "keep fighting".

I have absolutely 0% chance of evading this fate. Zero.
 
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Unsure and Useless

Unsure and Useless

Drifting Aimlessly without Roots
Feb 7, 2023
285
If enough people did it it would upset the slave system and of course make the overseers look as repulsive as they are.
Their control of the media allows them to eviscerate those of us who dare to piss on their parade, allows them to call us evil etc.
They're too brainwashed, unfortunately. Even if a significant majority decided to CTB, knowing how those people are, they'd sooner rationalize that mass CTB was done because we're too "sensitive" or some other stupid excuse.

Someone wishes to discontinue this state of being that they never asked for , cannot cope with and do not want ?
Big fuckin deal
Oh, but how else would people be able to get praised for being such a saint for caring about the inept, worthless, depressed person? Think of the clearly more intelligent anti-CTB people!
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Experienced
May 7, 2025
224
Life feels like the cruellest lottery imaginable
The lucky ones get sanity, peace of mind, money , career , holidays, friends, family, respect
The losers get insanity , terror , humiliation , poverty and isolation and rejection and to cap it all are often blamed for their own misfortune.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Experienced
May 7, 2025
224
So I asked my brother to let me stay at his house a few days as I think I'm going to commit suicide
Tries to persuade me to go and live with someone who lives closer

They don't get it do they ??? 😡
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

(O__O)==>(X__X)
Oct 12, 2024
265
The problem is that humans either lucky or unlucky have big tribalistic urges where they feel the need to push others away because in the end they want to be the ones in control. Many communities are like this , online and in real life.

The best people to be around are those that do not want to belong to a community or a group.

I do not want to partake into a group or community that has hierarchies, real life is already a big fucking artificial hierarchy , I do not want to put innocent people down for my own pleasure, have no issue with putting assholes in their place, but most of the time they group up to reinforce their stench.
 
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Artemus

Member
Aug 4, 2022
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Life feels like the cruellest lottery imaginable
The lucky ones get sanity, peace of mind, money , career , holidays, friends, family, respect
The losers get insanity , terror , humiliation , poverty and isolation and rejection and to cap it all are often blamed for their own misfortune.
Yup alot of things in life are based on luck unfortunately
 

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