I dont know what to do

[Lostnotfound]

So I get paid tomorrow and thats it for the month. I am staying in hotels and holiday parks etc as I cant stand to be at home and it makes my anxiety And panic etc worse. Can't even bear the thought of going home even though everything I own is there. I will have enough money to stay in accomodation for about 10 days but after talking to people on here my planned CTB method is unreliable and I cant find a supplier of SN to deliver to uk. I have found one on the bidding site but its from Australia and says minimum delivery time is 8 business days but I cant wait that long. I need to find a sure way within the time frame i can afford, i dont know what to do.

 

[SpanishLullaby]

Isnt this the same as the other thread just created?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/getting-desperate.33670/

Did you take any of those suggestions?

What are you expecting site responders to do??

...ehem, ehem...

 

[Lostnotfound]

Isnt this the same as the other thread just created?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/getting-desperate.33670/

Did you take any of those suggestions?

What are you expecting site responders to do??

...ehem, ehem...

Not expecting anyone to do anything. Just needed to vent, to try and get my thoughts straight. I haven't asked a question - I made a statement. I dont know what to do.

Yes I have looked at the suggestions and whilst they *may* help me to get SN to the UK they all take considerable time from what I can see. The soonest is the reference I made to the australian which *may* deliver by 13th but as I said in this post I dont have the money for accomodation past that time. Hence I dont know what to do. I'm not expecting anything - just saying.

 

[SpanishLullaby]

Not expecting anyone to do anything. Just needed to vent, to try and get my thoughts straight. I haven't asked a question - I made a statement. I dont know what to do.

Yes I have looked at the suggestions and whilst they *may* help me to get SN to the UK they all take considerable time from what I can see. The soonest is the reference I made to the australian which *may* deliver by 13th but as I said in this post I dont have the money for accomodation past that time. Hence I dont know what to do. I'm not expecting anything - just saying.

Well vent on... but creating a new thread a few hours later isn't going to change that -- "just saying."

 

[Lostnotfound]

Well vent on... but creating a new thread a few hours later isn't going to change that -- "just saying."

Words on a screen are not going to change anything anyway. I am suicidal not delusional. I felt I was saying something different but I can see how you could have read it as the same thing so sorry if you felt i was repeating myself and thanks for taking the time to reply to both threads.