• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
jokerD

jokerD

I’m ok
Sep 9, 2023
5
Well I don't even know where to start I have been suffering from depression since I was 12 and I really think I want to commit suicide, I'm not sure, can someone give me some tips on what I should do with these thoughts?
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Sannti and The Burning Fool
Inthewind

Inthewind

Wondering Waevern
Sep 19, 2023
101
Its really up to you, what you want to do. Consider if you are looking for change, like maybe changing your way of life, which can vary from doing a new habit to quitting and change jobs, to being a nomad or become a whole new person in another state/land. Think if changing things in someway can help(examples previously mentioned), or like seeking professional help services and see their recommendations. 🐈
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: The Burning Fool
Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
All I can say is dont make the decision off of your emotions. It's a decision to be made with a lot of thought. I wish you the best. If you want to pm I'm here
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: jokerD, Inthewind and The Burning Fool
AshClouds

AshClouds

In time I started growing inward.
Apr 10, 2023
332
sounds like you're more or less on the fence, and you're not 100% either way. Don't make any decision if you find yourself in a state of heightened emotional distress, and try to make yourself better if its still possible. You can always talk with somebody too.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: jokerD, Inthewind and The Burning Fool
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,306
I think only you know what you should do, it's a personal decision. But anyway best wishes.
 
  • Like
Reactions: DeathSleep and jokerD
jokerD

jokerD

I’m ok
Sep 9, 2023
5
Its really up to you, what you want to do. Consider if you are looking for change, like maybe changing your way of life, which can vary from doing a new habit to quitting and change jobs, to being a nomad or become a whole new person in another state/land. Think if changing things in someway can help(examples previously mentioned), or like seeking professional help services and see their recommendations. 🐈
I visited a psychologist for 2 years and only felt worse and i dont think i really want to continue my life this week has been tough
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Inthewind
Inthewind

Inthewind

Wondering Waevern
Sep 19, 2023
101
I visited a psychologist for 2 years and only felt worse and i dont think i really want to continue my life this week has been tough
Understandable, doesnt work for everyone. Its not for me either.
 
  • Love
Reactions: jokerD

Similar threads

ineedtogetout
Replies
6
Views
384
Suicide Discussion
WhiteHorse144
WhiteHorse144
awfullymorbid
Replies
3
Views
305
Suicide Discussion
DownwardSpiral
DownwardSpiral
nopurposeinanything
Replies
0
Views
234
Suicide Discussion
nopurposeinanything
nopurposeinanything
D
Replies
3
Views
184
Suicide Discussion
asthedayends00
asthedayends00