I dont know what to do

[grimmed]

Hi. This is my first post here and im not sure if itll be my last. I am a student, My friends feel as though theyve alienated me from the group, my classes are to stressful, so much fighting going on at home i dont know what to do. around this time last year i got out of the hospital after a failed suicide attempt. I dont know what to do anymore. I feel stuck, i dont feel like a person anymore. my "friends" barely even look at me. im tired of being the way i am. i tried asking what was wrong they said nothing and didnt even onow they were doing it which seems like such a lie to me. then they dare say im not giving energy i absolutely am. i try talking and i get a rude response and when i ask for context on a conversation theyre having i wont get context; how do they expect me to give energy when im not receiving any back. I want a way out. im tired of living; i cant do this anymore. i just dont know what to do; i dont want pain. i just want to disappear forever. i cant do this anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to disappear, to me such a thing sounds so incredibly ideal. But it's true that you cannot rely on cruel and insensitive humans in this world, it's awful how other people just make things worse, but anyway I wish you the best, I hate how as humans we are denied the option to just pass away in peace.

 

[SilentSadness]

Other people are so mean and selfish, your experience is not the only one like this. I always avoid people due to how they treat me and others. It's also horrible how they prevent suicide attempts and leave people to suffer, it really is sadistic.