I don't know what to do. I can't do it anymore.

[penginwrist]

I can't take it. I want to die. I keep getting ignored by my friend. I need their approval please. I know they are avoiding me. They wont talk to me, but they talk to all my other friends. In the same GC. They won't even help me anymore, they don't need to, but im obviously fucking sick and depressed. They get their damn annoying friend to check up on me. I don't mean that but stop. i hate you i hate you. I'm also redeveloping an eating disorder again. I hate this. I love my friends. I wish i didn't have bpd. maybe i would be less annoying. I'm gonna relapse again and maybe commit soon. Im sorryeveryoje

 

[sugarb]

I can't take it. I want to die. I keep getting ignored by my friend. I need their approval please. I know they are avoiding me. They wont talk to me, but they talk to all my other friends. In the same GC. They won't even help me anymore, they don't need to, but im obviously fucking sick and depressed. They get their damn annoying friend to check up on me. I don't mean that but stop. i hate you i hate you. I'm also redeveloping an eating disorder again. I hate this. I love my friends. I wish i didn't have bpd. maybe i would be less annoying. I'm gonna relapse again and maybe commit soon. Im sorryeveryoje

it's gonna be ok.

Go wash your face and drink some water, then come back and I'll talk to you about it if you like. Don't do anything impulsive

 

[Sat]

Have been on this situation before, it feels painful you know.


It was between me and a childhood friend I haven't seen for years, I decided to chat with her because I was feeling extremely lonely. At first it went well, but after a few days, the way we talked kinda felt nothing, although I do like her but from the time I vented to her(she said I could be open) she stopped talking to me and cut me off.


Idk how to move on but at least you have someone relatable with you here.

 

[ForestGhost]

Gosh I'm so sorry for your pain. I could really relate to the BPDness here, it was clear as day to me before you even mentioned it. I hate to admit how much rejection from my "FP" contributes to my own suicidality, it's so pathetic but what can I do... :C

 

[sugarb]

Hope you're feeling a bit better now ^^

 

[N33dT0D13]

I hate bpd, it ruins so much for so many people, I wouldn't wish it on anybody. I'm sorry you have to deal with it. Apparently treatment statistics for bpd look decent/good actually if you wanna recover but I understand wanting to go.

 

[penginwrist]

I hate bpd, it ruins so much for so many people, I wouldn't wish it on anybody. I'm sorry you have to deal with it. Apparently treatment statistics for bpd look decent/good actually if you wanna recover but I understand wanting to go.

Thank you so much. I think I was having like a rlly bad episode ...

it's gonna be ok.

Go wash your face and drink some water, then come back and I'll talk to you about it if you like. Don't do anything impulsive

Tysm.. i really mean it. !!

 

[sugarb]

Thank you so much. I think I was having like a rlly bad episode ...

Tysm.. i really mean it. !!

Late but you're welcome! I hope you feel better

 

[LionBoy]

I can't take it. I want to die. I keep getting ignored by my friend. I need their approval please. I know they are avoiding me. They wont talk to me, but they talk to all my other friends. In the same GC. They won't even help me anymore, they don't need to, but im obviously fucking sick and depressed. They get their damn annoying friend to check up on me. I don't mean that but stop. i hate you i hate you. I'm also redeveloping an eating disorder again. I hate this. I love my friends. I wish i didn't have bpd. maybe i would be less annoying. I'm gonna relapse again and maybe commit soon. Im sorryeveryoje

how do i stop eating? Im constantly eating.