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lonelycow1854

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Feb 22, 2025
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there's not a lot i have access to, and i just want to be gone as soon as possible. i don't know what type of rope i could use for a partial hanging method, all i have is like a dog leash and maybe a jump rope. i don't have access to any drugs, and i don't know how i can try to attempt
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
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I am kinda thinking about train suicide. I know it is gory and brutal....but it also traumatizes train driver...so maybe not...
 
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lonelycow1854

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Feb 22, 2025
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I am kinda thinking about train suicide. I know it is gory and brutal....but it also traumatizes train driver...so maybe not...
yeah i'm not too sure about that either i can't drive so i have no access to get to a train, i want the most painless method possible
 
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Terribledays

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Feb 20, 2025
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I tried partial hanging before it's quite peaceful when you don't think too hard about it.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,997
I really understand just wanting to be gone, I wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never exist ever again, it just feels so cruel to me how painless and guaranteed ways to be permanently free from this existence are made inaccessible. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 

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