Venting I don't know how to feel about going back to school.

[scenario_2018]

Just the thought of going back to work makes me want to end my life even more and it hurts to even think about, it makes me sick. I just want to stay in my room all day and do nothing. I'm usually motivated to do work but I've been more depressed than usual and I'm not sure why.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing certainly can be so awful and it must be tiring being trapped in that situation, it's understandable not wanting to do anything. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[onceinthefuturewas]

Work is tiring~~ I think that if the work makes you want to end your life even more, then maybe it's not that fun of a job? If you get a different job, maybe it will be more interesting and give you a change of pace? Idk, just a suggestion.

 

[arcadia]

High school or university/college ? I can relate to what you're saying though, I don't have the energy to do anything and it's pathetic. I'm starting Uni this year after taking a gap year and I'm kinda terrified lol.

 

[scenario_2018]

High school or university/college ? I can relate to what you're saying though, I don't have the energy to do anything and it's pathetic. I'm starting Uni this year after taking a gap year and I'm kinda terrified lol.

College, I'm supposed to be starting uni but just the thought terrifies me

 

[Gregary0819]

New semester of school is starting in a week, I really don't have the motivation to go, it's not even the fact I'll have to do work I just don't want to get out of bed to even leave the house.