I don't know how to CTB

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I don't know how to the CTB when I get out of hospital which will be soon.

I could hang but I worry about get brain damage or being a vegetable etc. I also fail at knots. I was in the Scouts and failed. I couldn't even tie a shoelace knot until I was 15 (I'm now 22).

I could take SN. But there's these drugs that you need that you have to get a prescription for in the UK. I also don't know where to get the actual SN from.

I'm thinking of using pesticides or common household goods but I don't hear them talked about here.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I don't know how to the CTB when I get out of hospital which will be soon.

I could hang but I worry about get brain damage or being a vegetable etc. I also fail at knots. I was in the Scouts and failed. I couldn't even tie a shoelace knot until I was 15 (I'm now 22).

I could take SN. But there's these drugs that you need that you have to get a prescription for in the UK. I also don't know where to get the actual SN from.

I'm thinking of using pesticides or common household goods but I don't hear them talked about here.

Using pesticides is a bad idea, imo.

 

[woxihuanni]

Don't. You sound determined, it makes sense to choose well and prepare well or it is just another long trip to the ward as well as organ damage.

 

[Symbiote]

The reason those don't get talked about on here is because of a high failure rate and/or very painful slow death due to organ destruction.

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

Don't. You sound determined, it makes sense to choose well and prepare well or it is just another long trip to the ward as well as organ damage.

Don't do what?

 

[woxihuanni]

Don't do what?

Pesticides, household things or anything unsafe otherwise.

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

Pesticides, household things or anything unsafe otherwise.

What should I do then?

 

[sadworld]

What should I do then?

Try to find something better here. We can't tell you about other methods than those mentioned here... https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I mean to address my problems with the methods

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

So no one has any answers to

1. How to avoid becoming brain damaged/a vegetable from hanging?
2. How to get SN in the UK?
3. Is the drug that we can't get needed?
4. How to not fail at knots?