I dont kill myself because my mother would be sad

[Subhumano]

Im only living because she would be sad if I kill myself


Many such cases

 

[SecretDissociation]

Honestly, kind of same! Mostly my rats holding me back too! But I do so many things for my mother, she relies on me a door relies on its hinge. sigh

 

[ma0]

In the past I've never really cared about other's reactions to my death, but lately I've been thinking about it more and... I kind of feel the same. I don't want to hurt those around me.

 

[Subhumano]

Honestly, kind of same! Mostly my rats holding me back too! But I do so many things for my mother, she relies on me a door relies on its hinge. sigh

She doesnt rely on me for anything but I know she would be very sad and never recover from it

In the past I've never really cared about other's reactions to my death, but lately I've been thinking about it more and... I kind of feel the same. I don't want to hurt those around me.

Its the hardest part, only my parents would really care about it

Mostly my rats holding me back too

Nice, my dog was holding me back too, but she is dead

 

[Lostmyonlyson]

Im only living because she would be sad if I kill myself


Many such cases

Many, thinking of it, my mother would also be devastated if I CTB.

 

[Hollowman]

Same here, it sucks. I don't hope she dies soon or anything. But if she did I'd be relieved and I'd get the f**k out of here.

 

[Subhumano]

Many, thinking of it, my mother would also be devastated if I CTB.

Happens to many of us

Same here, it sucks. I don't hope she dies soon or anything. But if she did I'd be relieved and I'd get the f**k out of here.

Same, I dream of my parents dying in a car accident so I can finally end it in peace

 

[NekoRightsActivist]

I honestly don't care about what my egg donor would feel when I ctb, she didn't gift me this life, she sentenced me.

 

[Subhumano]

I honestly don't care about what my egg donor would feel when I ctb, she didn't gift me this life, she sentenced me.

I love my mother its not hef fault

 

[whywere]

I NEVER EVER had a true mom or dad, just a sperm and egg donor, who when I was born a male and NOT a female child, wanted nothing to do with me ever.

Now if I had a real family, mom, dad and the like, I wonder what it would have been like?

To have someone who cares and loves you would be something that I cannot even comprehend.

Love and hugs to all,

Walter

I love my mother its not hef fault

You are truly a wonderful soul, just such a beautiful spirit is you!

Walter

 

[hereornot]

Lucky for you. My mom in Narnia (she is bpd), believing I'm dating Kevon Costner and Paul McCartney. When I sought medical help, she threatened to make up stories about me assaulting her. And she actually did that when the doctors tried to hospitalize her.

At least you have someone

 

[CutToRelease]

Same I'm sacred of hurting my
My bf but kinda a catch 22 cause our relation ship is in a rough spot so idk what to do saddly.

 

[theblueveil]

Living for someone else is immensely difficult. I applaud you for your strength.

 

[Subhumano]

I NEVER EVER had a true mom or dad, just a sperm and egg donor, who when I was born a male and NOT a female child, wanted nothing to do with me ever.

Now if I had a real family, mom, dad and the like, I wonder what it would have been like?

To have someone who cares and loves you would be something that I cannot even comprehend.

Love and hugs to all,

Walter

You are truly a wonderful soul, just such a beautiful spirit is you!

Walter

Not having someone to love you must feel terrible, but at least you are free to kill yourself. Im thankful of my what my parents have done for me

Lucky for you. My mom in Narnia (she is bpd), believing I'm dating Kevon Costner and Paul McCartney. When I sought medical help, she threatened to make up stories about me assaulting her. And she actually did that when the doctors tried to hospitalize her.

At least you have someone

That sounds terrible tbh much worse than my case

Same I'm sacred of hurting my
My bf but kinda a catch 22 cause our relation ship is in a rough spot so idk what to do saddly.

I wish I had a girlfriend. But you can just end it and rope, not as bad as hurting a mother

Living for someone else is immensely difficult. I applaud you for your strength.

Its what Ive been doing all my life

 

[FakeProdigy]

Same I'm sacred of hurting my
My bf but kinda a catch 22 cause our relation ship is in a rough spot so idk what to do saddly.

Same, I'm terrified by girlfriend would kill herself if I CTB. We're not doing well either but I'm all she has.

 

[whywere]

Same, I'm terrified by girlfriend would kill herself if I CTB. We're not doing well either but I'm all she has.

You both are such warm and kind souls, you and your girlfriend.

It takes someone very special to love and care for each other and you both have seemed to find and have this, I never have had that opportunity in my 6 plus decades on this planet.

To have the opportunity to watch a wonderful sunrise and/or sunset hand in hand is something that I can only dream about and both of you are so lucky to have each other, just fantastic!

To the both of you, lots of warm well wishes and the knowledge that the two of you truly have something special, a bond that transcends space and time.

Walter

 

[Stan Swiftie]

Im only living because she would be sad if I kill myself


Many such cases

I gave my parents a 22 1/2 years of me existing when all I wanted was to die. I'm 50 now. I'm done. It's my turn to do something for me. Ending my forever alone & miserable pointless pathetic existence.

 

[Subhumano]

Many such cases

 

[bankai]

Your life is only your own and no one else's. Did your parent ask your permission before birthing you? They'll get over it. Do not use them as an excuse. You do or you do not. If you do not, that is fine. But don't use them as an excuse.

 

[lotus11]

It's the main thing stopping me too, but trying to overcome it tbh as I don't really see a way forward in life