(feel free to ignore this its basically just a rant about my life)
This isnt a cool thing I dont feel "special" or "unique" its a curse all throughout my life I could tell I was different and others could tell too I was bullied and ostracized from others all throughout elementary middle and high school and have had very little to no friends so Ive mostly turned to the internet for social connection, Ive tried my best but Im always the odd man out I dont look like most people in my area so people always stare at me in public either out of hatred or curiosity it eats me up inside not knowing what they are thinking what they are staring at whats wrong about me so I could fix it, so I mostly stay inside nowadays and keep to myself but I often still feel sad not having typical fun life that someone my age should have.
This isnt a cool thing I dont feel "special" or "unique" its a curse all throughout my life I could tell I was different and others could tell too I was bullied and ostracized from others all throughout elementary middle and high school and have had very little to no friends so Ive mostly turned to the internet for social connection, Ive tried my best but Im always the odd man out I dont look like most people in my area so people always stare at me in public either out of hatred or curiosity it eats me up inside not knowing what they are thinking what they are staring at whats wrong about me so I could fix it, so I mostly stay inside nowadays and keep to myself but I often still feel sad not having typical fun life that someone my age should have.
