i don't fit anywhere

[TheHatedOne]

i'll never belong in any group or just about anywhere, never ever. not even here.

 

[Circles]

Same my friend. Some people are just outcasts everywhere they go. And no matter how hard some try we can't seem to become part of a group as you're an outcast even once you're going to be an outcast forever. I don't remember which ape mammal species it is but once they outcast an individual they're unable to find another group and they die. There's nothing I can to help but I understand.

 

[Life sucks]

I understand how you feel, I don't fit in any label, community or group. That's how I am. I always have complicated and different views or circumstances than others. But you can express yourself here, don't worry about the group thing, think about yourself

 

[FuneralCry]

I am the same, I cannot relate to people at all, I am not meant for this world, I should have never existed in the first place. There is nothing here for me in this world. I wish you the best.

 

[Yziar]

can relate

 

[Anxieyote]

A lot of it for me has to do with being very quiet and reserved when I was a kid, and not socializing that much as an adolescent. I feel like I was supposed to learn how to interact with people and carry conversations at some point during my development, but it just never happened.

It's a very emasculating feeling when even 15-year-olds have a better sense of how to lead a conversation than you do. It's too late for me to catch up, and nobody my age has the patience to teach me how to socialize.

 

[Crazy4u]

same. I don't know where to go

 

[Marktheghost]

As far as I'm concerned, you belong here. You've even got the honour of having my 700th post written to you personally. Or is this my 701st now?

Edit: it is my 700th.

 

[Chiisai]

i'll never belong in any group or just about anywhere, never ever. not even here.

I feel you. Its like anywhere I go, there's some sort of barrier that prevents me from relating socially.

 

[myopybyproxy]

I think I am OP who made another account in a fit of delirium. I definitely wrote that. It is in my thoughts every waking moment.

I do not belong here or anywhere. It is for the best that I leave. Nobody would truly want me around if they knew me for the toxic leech I am. They pretend out of politeness and put up with me out of pity but I can tell they want me gone. They laugh and breathe a sigh of relief when I leave the room. I just know it. I am poison. The sooner I remove myself from this performance, the better.

 

[xrosex]

Same here, all my life never fitted in and now in 30's I know now am just a loner by nature, can't be arsed anymore with people as highly doubtful I'll be with my tribe so to speak …. If even fucking exists. Like to think they do but maybe am just fucking crazy to think such. Ain't got 1 friend, he'll ain't even an acquaintance and family were bunch abusive fuckers so distanced myself despite it still being painful but better than past. New challenges for sure but sure glad ain't no child anymore xx
Meant say he'll not he'll
Hah
Bloody typo lol, hell not he'll lol
It's weird for me cos I love people, if something bad happens to some stranger I cry. Like even people other side of world but yet I've never connected genuinely with a person. Sometimes I thought I did but they hurt, use or abused me and now I do not give fuck bout others and keeping to myself

 

[ImsooDone1N]

I can also relate. I don't belong anywhere. Life isn't for me. I don't want to be here, I really want to sleep forever. It's been over 10yrs I've been suffering like this, I can't take it anymore. I would never wish this on anyone else & I really hope to be gone soon.

 

[whatevs]

I am 30 and every year this that you described becomes more acutely felt. Even among outcast groups like political extremists or spiritually minded folks I found that there are things about me that can't be shared. You have to align to certain guidelines.

It seems that being social is about knowing what "should" you be saying or being in a particular setting to gain sympathy. It's very strange how fake everything is. I guess it's all about survival and reproduction, and what's on top of that is a facade.