maidens
" more dead than alive, I endure it "
- Aug 27, 2023
- 142
there is only one real reason for my suffering that is possible
I am not exaggerating when I say I have always been at last place. I am not exaggerating when I say all I've ever wanted in my life was attention and love and I've gotten next to none. I am not exaggerating when I say it's like everything in my life is set to maximize my suffering. I am not exaggerating when I say there is nothing truly good in my life that holds much significance. the misery I've been subjected to for as long as I can remember is honestly funny, it's comical, there's no way someone like me can really exist right?
the conclusion I've come to isthat I am not real. I am fictional and everything and everyone around me was created by someone else who wanted to see someone suffer. there's no way it's possible for someone to have gone through so much suffering even I can't comprehend it. it's so funny and so sad. I wonder why it had to be me
I am not exaggerating when I say I have always been at last place. I am not exaggerating when I say all I've ever wanted in my life was attention and love and I've gotten next to none. I am not exaggerating when I say it's like everything in my life is set to maximize my suffering. I am not exaggerating when I say there is nothing truly good in my life that holds much significance. the misery I've been subjected to for as long as I can remember is honestly funny, it's comical, there's no way someone like me can really exist right?
the conclusion I've come to isthat I am not real. I am fictional and everything and everyone around me was created by someone else who wanted to see someone suffer. there's no way it's possible for someone to have gone through so much suffering even I can't comprehend it. it's so funny and so sad. I wonder why it had to be me
