I just feel so…. I can't do this anymore. I can't keep doing this song and dance where I pretend that maybe, just maybe, happy is attainable. Instead I just can't seem to get shit right. Just breathing is too much anymore. I don't have it in me to keep trying. The tears I cry every day aren't tears of being sad of my decision to leave this world. I cry because I can't find a single reason to go on. I cry because my existence is so inconsequential that I can literally see only benefits of my exit. And that. That is the sad part. I'm not sure when, but I have method planned.
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thedevilwithin
anima vestra
- Oct 4, 2023
- 172
My heart breaks for you. I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy.
thedevilwithin
anima vestra
- Oct 4, 2023
- 172
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,863
It must be tiring what you go through, existing truly is so dreadful and torturous, I hope that you eventually find the peace you search for, best wishes.
Ksmиda
Have I died too soon or lived too long?
- Oct 23, 2023
- 187
Yeah, as much as I might hate some people, even wishing depression on them would be too cruelSimilar threads
