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FakeSmileGuy

FakeSmileGuy

hate myself lol
Apr 16, 2024
58
I just don't get hungry. I've gone 2 days without really eating or being hungry. Eating something good has been one of my favorite things my entire life and I just don't care about it for some reason. The only reason Ive found myself eating recently is when there's other people around, and somethings I just do it because, "guess I gotta eat to live". I guess it's the depression, anyone else ever feel like this?
 
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vitbar

vitbar

Escaped Lunatic
Jun 4, 2023
581
When I was grieving and when very depressed. It was a surprise to me too. I'd get sick after a few days, but not hungry.
 
ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
674
I've had that happen when I got severely depressed. Then I started antidepressants and one of the worst side effects was weight gain due to overeating.
 
dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
924
I'm severely depressed and never hungry. I have had to force feed myself the last couple of years.
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
Eating food and turning it into horrible smelling feces is just another one of the gross animalistic things that we humans have to do that disgusts me. I'm tired of being a moving bag of crap. Why do we perpetuate this crap bag lifeform year after year?

Nurses in hospitals that have to deal with said crap on a daily basis are the people that should be getting paid multimillions of dollars per year. But nooooo...in this twisted fucked up world, you get paid millions to be a stupid social media "influencer", influencing zombified, brain-rotted sheeple into buying a bunch of useless shit that they don't need with money they don't have.

We just need to go extinct already. 8.5 billion pointless lives that are all going to inevitably end. So effing pointless.

4 years of Weekend at Bernie's for president about to be replaced by a convicted felon puppet with the richest man in the world's hand up his ass. Like seriously wtf are we doing? Fuck this place Huge asteroid the size Rhode Island. ASAP. Please.

Anyways, sorry about the going off on a tangent.
 
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FakeSmileGuy

FakeSmileGuy

hate myself lol
Apr 16, 2024
58
I'm severely depressed and never hungry. I have had to force feed myself the last couple of years.
It's so odd to say it but that's true, it feels like I'm force feeding myself when I do eat.
Eating food and turning it into horrible smelling feces is just another one of the gross animalistic things that we humans have to do that disgusts me. I'm tired of being a moving bag of crap. Why do we perpetuate this crap bag lifeform year after year?

Nurses in hospitals that have to deal with said crap on a daily basis are the people that should be getting paid multimillions of dollars per year. But nooooo...in this twisted fucked up world, you get paid millions to be a stupid social media "influencer", influencing zombified, brain-rotted sheeple into buying a bunch of useless shit that they don't need with money they don't have.

We just need to go extinct already. 8.5 billion pointless lives that are all going to inevitably end. So effing pointless.

4 years of Weekend at Bernie's for president about to be replaced by a convicted felon puppet with the richest man in the world's hand up his ass. Like seriously wtf are we doing? Fuck this place Huge asteroid the size Rhode Island. ASAP. Please.

Anyways, sorry about the going off on a tangent.
Lmaoo true everything seems pointless to me at this point. This world is pretty fucked, I'm just about ready to leave it.
 
TheoPhage

TheoPhage

Member
Dec 25, 2024
15
I just don't get hungry. I've gone 2 days without really eating or being hungry. Eating something good has been one of my favorite things my entire life and I just don't care about it for some reason. The only reason Ive found myself eating recently is when there's other people around, and somethings I just do it because, "guess I gotta eat to live". I guess it's the depression, anyone else ever feel like this?


I'm the same way, been on the NOMAD diet for past 4 months (Nightly, One Meal A Day) - Carnivore variety
Been on water only fast for 4 days

the lest food we ingest in the body, it finds a away to go into ketosis and goes into preservation mode.

My Body health has improved, mental health too, but all that extra free time with less sleep and meditation has been a game changer

But alas, life still sucks, we go to work, pay taxes, rinse, repeat, AI is coming to replace us.

IF anything i feel empty, bored to tears to the point of wanting to CTB.
 

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