I did not do it

[SerypSurpy]

I posted a post a few days ago saying that I'm ready to end my life but i did not do it because my door was to loud and my mother would've heard me so i couldn't go oudside.
I walked like 6 times in 4 hours to my door, trying to open it but it was just tooooooo loud so i walked into my bathroom just thinking and asking myself what to do, and didn't
know waht i should do next because i had school in 2 hours so i just went to sleep.
After that i had a terrible day but i couldn't bring myself to try it again.
I need help.

 

[supergip]

I don't know the way you want your CTB, but if you want, you can do it in your own room, just make sure you have at least 1 hour where you're sure no one will disturb you.

One way you could try is this: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-but-the-easy-way.135017/

 

[Enlighten]

I'm sorry you are this far that you're determined to end your life. I'm sure you're a beautiful soul. If you want to talk, i'd love to talk with you.
I wish you peace, whichever path you may take.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really wish it's more straightforward to finally be free from this existence, I find it so dreadful how we cannot just easily leave in a peaceful way, it shouldn't be so difficult to die. But anyway best wishes.