Venting i did it but it didn't make me feel any better at all

[sleepydeaths]

had a hard conversation and although it went well it. didn't make me feel any better like everyone promised it would. i feel horrible and my head hurts and i don't know what to do from here except for cry so that's awesome
i just feel so bad. everything hurts. i want to die
i had the hard conversation and even though it went well i Still cut myself. im so fucking doomed. i need to kill myself

 

[Proceed]

had a hard conversation and although it went well it. didn't make me feel any better like everyone promised it would.

This is why I stopped listening to people who claim to know what's good for me.

 

[Matchaaa]

I'm sorry you had such a difficult conversation.
I hope you can find inner peace and relief.
If the conversation isn't helping—or might even make things worse—have you considered putting it on hold?

 

[kovinskin]

i know what you mean. for the past few months ive been trying to be open about how im feeling but it feels so pointless, and im always left feeling guilty and shitty afterwards. it has kinda stopped me from being open about it but i dont really think theres too much harm in being open. did it make you feel better at all or nah

 

[sleepydeaths]

I'm sorry you had such a difficult conversation.
I hope you can find inner peace and relief.
If the conversation isn't helping—or might even make things worse—have you considered putting it on hold?

yeah the conversations been over now. it technically went well. im the one who wants too much
i tried the chat line afterwards, and it. didn't really help. i don't really think the operator understood me much and didn't really give me resources that would help

i know what you mean. for the past few months ive been trying to be open about how im feeling but it feels so pointless, and im always left feeling guilty and shitty afterwards. it has kinda stopped me from being open about it but i dont really think theres too much harm in being open. did it make you feel better at all or nah

not really. I got it off my chest, i guess, but i just ended up cutting afterwards and had a pretty useless 988 chat that didn't really do anything to help me with kinda useless services. it's why im thinking i just need to start planning lol