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darkwater
Experienced
- Apr 17, 2021
- 245
Yes I want to take my life someday.
But at the same time I hate how my apartment looks. Being depressed is no excuse to live in complete chaos. I managed to clean up yesterday. The same with my weight I am not an idiot and I know how to stay slim but I still allow myself to gain 20kg overweight. And the worst thing is you feel much worse when you let yourself go like that. Even if you know that you are not here for long, why not keep at least basic things under control?
But at the same time I hate how my apartment looks. Being depressed is no excuse to live in complete chaos. I managed to clean up yesterday. The same with my weight I am not an idiot and I know how to stay slim but I still allow myself to gain 20kg overweight. And the worst thing is you feel much worse when you let yourself go like that. Even if you know that you are not here for long, why not keep at least basic things under control?