ComradeJas
Member
- Aug 31, 2020
- 18
I couldn't, I remembered my friend and couldn't do it, my family found me self harming after that and now they wont leave me alone.
I feel trapped in my own body, I need to escape.
My mother spoke to my friend that day, they said they were going to send me a message later, 4 days now and it never happened. I don't even remember if its 4 days already or more.
The anxiety eats me alive now, everything feels even worse than before, they probably know im such a piece of shit already.
They don't sleep now, they want to "Help" me, I just want it to go away.
Fuck this, everything feels terrible all the time and it has been going for so long.
I feel trapped in my own body, I need to escape.
My mother spoke to my friend that day, they said they were going to send me a message later, 4 days now and it never happened. I don't even remember if its 4 days already or more.
The anxiety eats me alive now, everything feels even worse than before, they probably know im such a piece of shit already.
They don't sleep now, they want to "Help" me, I just want it to go away.
Fuck this, everything feels terrible all the time and it has been going for so long.