Gaga786
The Odds Are Never In My favour
- May 3, 2020
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My parents compared me a lot with my cousins, since I was young. I was constantly told that to look up-to my cousins who were doing exceptionally well In life. I constantly feel like im worthless, and a disappointment. My cousins are doing so well in life- have amazing grades, and are confident in their abilities. I've always felt as if my father was angry over how his son turned out, as if he wishes that his children could have been smart like others. My cousin started a business and became a millionaire overnight.His business was even used as an example by Harvard University, and my father is exceptionally proud of him. He constantly brags about him- how lucky we are to be his relative- but this hurts me deep down knowing that I'm just this pathetic worthless loser who can't do anything. After all, only the strong make it through life, and Im not strong enough :(.But, at the same time, it wasn't my fault that my father neglected me and refused to help me with my studies, whereas, my cousins parents provided their children with a strong, traumatic free upbringing with loads of help with studies. How is it fair ?