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dinosavr
and if i’m turning blue please don’t save me 🌛
- Dec 14, 2023
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Sooo today it's my birthday yay and I'm devastated. This day was never supposed to happen. I was supposed to die as a 23 years old. I guess I didn't devote myself enough to death, I haven't taken my chances and didn't go through with it. And now I am where I am and where I absolutely don't want to be. I'm really angry with myself, really really reeeaaaally much. I can't find a way to accept it and to be truly happy that everyone is so nice to me today. I wish I was a normal human being!! And if I'm not I can just as well end up six feet under :) Why not? What is stopping for real?