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I hope so, thanks. Kinda anxious right now after setting the dateI hope you find peace
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Totally understandableI hope so, thanks. Kinda anxious right now after setting the date
tho don't stress about this too much, don't put pressure on it if it makes you feel more anxious, obviously it's all your choice tho I can just encourage you to relax and think about it until you're very very sure about it, a little bit of anxiety will sadly always stay :/
Thank youI hope you find peace and comfort
good luck, wishing you all the best
How did you get your SN? It's restricted in CanadaI've finally made a decision and I'm going to CTB on June 20th with SN. I think two months is enough time for me to organize everything, get benzodiazepines, make a testament, and other things. I'll probably set up some emails to notify people that I've died (for example, if i CTB at midnight, I'll set it for 8 AM).
Wish me luck
I wish the best for you. I'm tempted to ask why, but I won't ask because we all have reasons we are hereI've finally made a decision and I'm going to CTB on June 20th with SN. I think two months is enough time for me to organize everything, get benzodiazepines, make a testament, and other things. I'll probably set up some emails to notify people that I've died (for example, if i CTB at midnight, I'll set it for 8 AM).
Wish me luck
I live in Brazil, there's no restrictions here.
Yeah, I can see where you're coming from. I've lived long past the initial age I wanted to live until, and I don't want to deal with anything that has to do with life. I've tried many times and I'm exhausted. If only we were born at a time where humanity was advanced enough to treat everything we had, I wonder how different it would be. But that's just a thought.
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Thank you for putting your situation in your signature; you're 30, you've been dealing with depression since 10, you've had PTSD since 19. I read your post and know right away that you are someone who has tried to get better and that is likely well thought out. I'm sorry things are so horrible for you. I may partly understand your struggle, although I'm older than you, and haven't been able to end things.I've finally made a decision and I'm going to CTB on June 20th with SN. I think two months is enough time for me to organize everything, get benzodiazepines, make a testament, and other things. I'll probably set up some emails to notify people that I've died (for example, if i CTB at midnight, I'll set it for 8 AM).
Wish me luck
Idk if i want a cure anymore, even tho i have some kind of support, most of the time i don't want to keep living. Sometimes I wish I didn't have a family and other things to lose; it would be easier. I feel kind of guilty for thinking like that.I hope you'll find relief. If only a miracle could happen before this date and give you a full healing from all your diseases (I wish it for myself too but I'm realistic...
