The one thing I hate right now is when my mom talks to me about stuff that I should do for the future to become an independent adult and I just don't really care because I know that I'll be dead before any of the stuff she tells me will affect me. My mom then will get angry with me when I answer in an apathetic way. I just couldn't care less anymore. I know that I'm not cut out for this world and I don't even want to deal with society's expectations. If life didn't suck, I would not have this keloid scar that I have on my right ear that causes me pain every single minute of my life. I am probably going to CTB sometime after Mother's Day. I'm just afraid that I might survive my attempt, I just hope that I succeed and that I'll be gone from this world forever.
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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I also just wish to be gone, to not exist and never suffer ever again is all I personally hope for, I just want peace from the pain and suffering of existing, I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.Similar threads
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