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Jul 7, 2022
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i feel so close to death. i believe in an afterlife. i believe my life after death will be better than the one i had here. my entire life has been traumatic. i don't have one happy memory. i'm supposed to turn 27 soon... i don't know if i'll make it. nothing means anything to me anymore. i just wish i had something to ease the pain before i die. i've been seeing the grim reaper everywhere i go.
 
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aGoodDayToDie

Arcanist
Jun 30, 2023
459
I wish I could die soon :( looks like I'll be here for a long fucking while knowing my intolerance to suffering needed to ctb. I'm such a pussy
 
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wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
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I wish I could die right know
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand just wishing to be gone, I get that it's so awful and tiring feeling trapped here. But I personally wish and hope that we just cease existing after we are finally free, I see death as being the only relief in this dreadful reality as I believe it to be a permanent escape from all suffering. Anyway, best wishes and I hope that you find what you search for.
 
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Jul 7, 2022
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I understand just wishing to be gone, I get that it's so awful and tiring feeling trapped here. But I personally wish and hope that we just cease existing after we are finally free, I see death as being the only relief in this dreadful reality as I believe it to be a permanent escape from all suffering. Anyway, best wishes and I hope that you find what you search for.
i can imagine that it's different for everyone. perhaps for some people, ceasing to exist is possible. perhaps for others, there's an alternate reality. i used to find comfort in the idea of there being nothingness after i died, but the closer i got to death... the less i saw that as an option for myself. either way, whether there is an afterlife or there isn't an afterlife, i think it could be a permanent escape from all suffering. i think it just depends. it makes sense to me that different people would go to different places. i respect everyone's beliefs. best wishes to you as well. 💜
 
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farfetchedotters

life will never get better won't it?
Jul 9, 2023
8
i wish i could die sooner, but i can't do it because of the people around me. i can't imagine the trauma i'll inflict on them.
 

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