Venting I can't take the cruelty of the universe any longer.

[it's_all_a_game]

I just can't take it any more. I can't deal with the rudeness and lack of basic decency. I can't deal with the cutting insults everyone has directed my way over the years. I can't deal with the fact that I can count the number of people that have shown me kindness & empathy on one hand. This world is too harsh and brutal for folks like me, and I'd rather die than continue to exist in it.

Anyone else feel the same?

 

[trianglesplayhouse]

Yeah. People will step all over others if given the chance. I've learnt to deal with it by being aware of when people are being assholes on purpose or on accident. And well, avoiding vulnerability whenever possible, very drastically. Makes me feel incredibly isolated from everyone else ... cause I am lol.

Modern day society is amazing for one kind of person and absolute shit for another. Very rarely you hear success stories from people who were very disadvantaged in some way. And when you do, it's plastered everywhere and seen as a miracle.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I do, even as a misanthrope, humans never cease to amaze me with their infinite evilness and sometimes their shitty behaviour still affects me. I'm absolutely sick of this bullshit and their nasty comments, their tantrums, the way they love to make other people's life even more difficult and miserable than it already is JUST BECAUSE.

 

[Oh_dear_how_Gastly]

Well capitalism in the US rewards psychopathic behavior and those people are more successful than people who tend to be more meek and empathetic.

If you are too nice to stab people in the back to get ahead in life, then you are likely going to be the one getting stabbed.

 

[Pluto]

Much of human behaviour seems rooted in an obsession with survival. Being kind is a weakness since that energy will always be dominated by someone cruel. People also like to set themselves up so that they have a family or a tribe to defend, making everyone outside of their network fair game.

'Survival of the fittest' is man's perverse interpretation of the laws of nature. None of this has anything to do with a decent society, yet they don't know how to stop perpetuating it.

 

[tryingtoescape]

I feel the same. The lack of kindness and lack of empathy in the world on top of dealing with my health conditions is too overwhelming for me. I can't take it anymore. This life isn't for me.

 

[down for the count]

People size you up and then will take whatever you let them take. People don't respect the kind. They respect the strong. Strong means being nasty and selfish.

 

[blueclover_.]

I see it as the problem of life itself. Animals kill and bully each other all the time. Humans, too, are animals. No life, no pain. Death is freedom.

 

[Raminiki]

Yeah... I wish I could be lobotomised of the parts of the brain responsible for empathy. I have so much rage, grief and contempt of humanity and life itself. It has turned to festering hatred. Life is cruel and unjust, rewarding the cruellest of the cruel and the most selfish at the expense of all others. Everyone is suffering, causing others suffering, making the sheer extent of misery and difficulty of existence in unhealthy ways that result in mental illness. And yet everyone still struggles and strives and consumes and breeds senselessly. Perpetuating the savagery and selfishness. Exploiting others for their own carnal hedonism.

I'm antinatalist and efilist. I've been exposed to far too much of life's inherent violence to forgive it. Worse yet that evolution and the selfish gene drive the infinite perpetuation of that violence. Life is an imposition, not a gift. It's imprisonment in a body guaranteed to experience fear and pain and loneliness and disease and old age. And survival instinct will have us all clinging to miserable existence no matter what, at any cost, no matter the degree of suffering or degradation of the body and mind. Our bodies will not let us go easy or calmly, but fight and debase themselves for the sake of one more breath.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, it is horrible to be alive. People can be very cruel and are capable of causing lots of pain to others. I cannot stand people and I see it as best to always keep my distance. Life is just pointless suffering, and it is all very unfair, as everything is determined by chance and luck. Many people are disadvantaged through no fault of their own. I see life as being completely unnecessary, we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. I see myself as not being meant for this world, I deserve to be at peace. Death is freedom from all suffering.

 

[4eyebiped]

People who bully, harass or insult others, often isn't because they dislike that person or believe the things they say to be true. It is often because there is underlying issues with them. These types of people say the things they think will upset you the most. Making you feel worst than they currently do at least gives them the perverted idea that they are now in a better position. It is odd behavior, but when human are upset they often lash out on others. The point of me saying this, is you are a wonderful person and the people who say negative things about you don't do so because the things they say are true, but do so because they are trying to cope with their own issues. The point of this isn't to justify their actions but to make you aware that their actions have nothing to truly do with you.

When you start to understand and see them as broken you can begin putting yourself back together again. Stay strong and align yourself with those who appreciate you and see your true value. Those people are hard to find. Quality is always hard to find.

 

[stupidlife666]

I just can't take it any more. I can't deal with the rudeness and lack of basic decency. I can't deal with the cutting insults everyone has directed my way over the years. I can't deal with the fact that I can count the number of people that have shown me kindness & empathy on one hand. This world is too harsh and brutal for folks like me, and I'd rather die than continue to exist in it.

Anyone else feel the same?

Its just stupid.

It's a bunch of apes with insecurities fighting with other apes.

Im sick of the stupidity life brings. Its absolutley cruel to bring a bunch of mindless apes into existence and expect things to go right.

IT WONT.

THEIR INSECURITIES WONT LET THAT HAPPEN

War will ensue .. thats just humans in a nutshell.

 

[𖣴 nadia 𖣴]

Its just stupid.

It's a bunch of apes with insecurities fighting with other apes.

Im sick of the stupidity life brings. Its absolutley cruel to bring a bunch of mindless apes into existence and expect things to go right.

IT WONT.

THEIR INSECURITIES WONT LET THAT HAPPEN

War will ensue .. thats just humans in a nutshell.

Insecurities and ego too.

 

[stupidlife666]

I mean they are fighting over puss , thats all.

Thats life in a nutshell

Insecurities and ego too.

Insecurites stems from ego, I guess?

BUT , it's all about survival, nothing more. In order to survive, humans need all this shit.

But its not CRUEL.. Thats just a human construct. Like good and evil.

It's STUPID. Thats what it is.

It's stupid that a minority gets to live a decent life (talking about people who can educate themselves to be surgeons etc)

Thats what I call a decent life. A life worth living.

 

[𖣴 nadia 𖣴]

I mean they are fighting over puss , thats all.

Thats life in a nutshell

Insecurites stems from ego, I guess?

BUT , it's all about survival, nothing more. In order to survive, humans need all this shit.

But its not CRUEL.. Thats just a human construct. Like good and evil.

It's STUPID. Thats what it is.

It's stupid that a minority gets to live a decent life (talking about people who can educate themselves to be surgeons etc)

Thats what I call a decent life. A life worth living.

I disagree about the survival thing to some extent. If humans were content with just surviving, then we would all act like animals which is to only take what we need. This would leave the planet in a good balance etc.
For some people living is just a struggle to survive. E.g. Poor people are more likely to commit crimes or act ruthlessly to just survive.

But for some humans life is not about struggling to survive, instead it is about satisfying their limitless greed.
Animals kill and maim just to survive, they rarely torture for sadistic reasons (except some primates which are related to humans).
Sorry if this didn't make sense.

 

[stupidlife666]

I disagree about the survival thing to some extent. If humans were content with just surviving, then we would all act like animals which is to only take what we need. This would leave the planet in a good balance etc.
For some people living is just a struggle to survive. E.g. Poor people are more likely to commit crimes or act ruthlessly to just survive.

But for some humans life is not about struggling to survive, instead it is about satisfying their limitless greed.
Animals kill and maim just to survive, they rarely torture for sadistic reasons (except some primates which are related to humans).
Sorry if this didn't make sense.

I know what you're talking about but thats because we got a higher intellect, that we can "afford" to have the luxury of feeling greed and all that.

It's just a luxury nothing else.

If you dive deeper it's all in the intinstics to survive.

But you see what you want to see as all humans

Like, it's a chain of events that lead people to such heinous acts, but its in their subconcious most of it. I think most people, def not all, live on autopilot and dont know what they are doing most of the time.

 

[mangomango]

Yeah... I wish I could be lobotomised of the parts of the brain responsible for empathy. I have so much rage, grief and contempt of humanity and life itself. It has turned to festering hatred. Life is cruel and unjust, rewarding the cruellest of the cruel and the most selfish at the expense of all others. Everyone is suffering, causing others suffering, making the sheer extent of misery and difficulty of existence in unhealthy ways that result in mental illness. And yet everyone still struggles and strives and consumes and breeds senselessly. Perpetuating the savagery and selfishness. Exploiting others for their own carnal hedonism.

I'm antinatalist and efilist. I've been exposed to far too much of life's inherent violence to forgive it. Worse yet that evolution and the selfish gene drive the infinite perpetuation of that violence. Life is an imposition, not a gift. It's imprisonment in a body guaranteed to experience fear and pain and loneliness and disease and old age. And survival instinct will have us all clinging to miserable existence no matter what, at any cost, no matter the degree of suffering or degradation of the body and mind. Our bodies will not let us go easy or calmly, but fight and debase themselves for the sake of one more breath.

this is so poetic. i've never related to anything more. thank you for sharing this!

 

[stupidlife666]

Yeah... I wish I could be lobotomised of the parts of the brain responsible for empathy. I have so much rage, grief and contempt of humanity and life itself. It has turned to festering hatred. Life is cruel and unjust, rewarding the cruellest of the cruel and the most selfish at the expense of all others. Everyone is suffering, causing others suffering, making the sheer extent of misery and difficulty of existence in unhealthy ways that result in mental illness. And yet everyone still struggles and strives and consumes and breeds senselessly. Perpetuating the savagery and selfishness. Exploiting others for their own carnal hedonism.

I'm antinatalist and efilist. I've been exposed to far too much of life's inherent violence to forgive it. Worse yet that evolution and the selfish gene drive the infinite perpetuation of that violence. Life is an imposition, not a gift. It's imprisonment in a body guaranteed to experience fear and pain and loneliness and disease and old age. And survival instinct will have us all clinging to miserable existence no matter what, at any cost, no matter the degree of suffering or degradation of the body and mind. Our bodies will not let us go easy or calmly, but fight and debase themselves for the sake of one more breath.

Like Socrates said

"This universe doesn't favor the timid"

Im also antinatalist and efilist, but our opinions are nothingg in the grand scheme of things because there is a bigger breeding of idiots.

The majority of people are stupid.

Talks like "life is a gift" is only to brainwash the masses into breeding more. And fucking more. So socitety can have new workers.

Because its the Social Elite that rules this world and they use brainwashing tecchnqieues in media to create fear and masshysteria only to control.

Control and Breed. Thats their motto.

So they can have the money , power and everything.

Yes, it is horrible to be alive. People can be very cruel and are capable of causing lots of pain to others. I cannot stand people and I see it as best to always keep my distance. Life is just pointless suffering, and it is all very unfair, as everything is determined by chance and luck. Many people are disadvantaged through no fault of their own. I see life as being completely unnecessary, we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. I see myself as not being meant for this world, I deserve to be at peace. Death is freedom from all suffering.

People cant be trusted.

People who bully, harass or insult others, often isn't because they dislike that person or believe the things they say to be true. It is often because there is underlying issues with them. These types of people say the things they think will upset you the most. Making you feel worst than they currently do at least gives them the perverted idea that they are now in a better position. It is odd behavior, but when human are upset they often lash out on others. The point of me saying this, is you are a wonderful person and the people who say negative things about you don't do so because the things they say are true, but do so because they are trying to cope with their own issues. The point of this isn't to justify their actions but to make you aware that their actions have nothing to truly do with you.

When you start to understand and see them as broken you can begin putting yourself back together again. Stay strong and align yourself with those who appreciate you and see your true value. Those people are hard to find. Quality is always hard to find.

I got bullied when i was young and its true. They got problems. But the problem is that they are wrecking the bullied persons life.
I can say that those incidents in my life absolutley lay waste to my whole youth causing me to isolate myself because my amygdala got fking shitted on by those acts. And nobody batted an eye. Not even the principal. They let them keep doing their bully work.

 

[cambrai33]

Best to assume all people are vermin until they demonstrate otherwise. Remove any empathy that you can and trust nobody until you know their motivation.

A good read is Propaganda by by Edward Bernay, it's how we are constantly trying to be manipulated into trains of thought without even realising it's happening.

When you are open to the possibility of it happening you will see it all around you

 

[𖣴 nadia 𖣴]

People cant be trusted.

I got bullied when i was young and its true. They got problems. But the problem is that they are wrecking the bullied persons life.
I can say that those incidents in my life absolutley lay waste to my whole youth causing me to isolate myself because my amygdala got fking shitted on by those acts. And nobody batted an eye. Not even the principal. They let them keep doing their bully work.

Agreed. And sorry to hear you were bullied, i was bullied too because i made the mistake of trusting a 'friend' with something. I hate when people try to make excuses for bullies or criminals. I always hear people make excuses for rapists, school shooters etc and instead it's the victims who are gaslighted and vilified.

 

[Niko66]

I just can't take it any more. I can't deal with the rudeness and lack of basic decency. I can't deal with the cutting insults everyone has directed my way over the years. I can't deal with the fact that I can count the number of people that have shown me kindness & empathy on one hand. This world is too harsh and brutal for folks like me, and I'd rather die than continue to exist in it.

Anyone else feel the same?

Absolutely, being different is brutal in this world, I've mets some kind people but it feels like such a majority will just treat me like a different species, if people don't like you then they don't treat you with any consideration. That's how I feel too, I am not fit for it.

 

[stupidlife666]

Absolutely, being different is brutal in this world, I've mets some kind people but it feels like such a majority will just treat me like a different species, if people don't like you then they don't treat you with any consideration. That's how I feel too, I am not fit for it.

Its a joke