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human123
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- Mar 8, 2026
- 23
my suicidal ideation has been getting a lot worse. i can't take it anymore. i want to die next time im alone for the whole day, so I wont be stopped. but my mom has spent thousands of dollars on me to take my to Disney this summer an the tickets are nonrefundable, even in the case of death. I would feel horrible to have my mom waste all that money on a corpse. I was going to commit on August 31, but im not sure if i can last that long. I'm scared of being institutionalized