I can’t stop crying

[NothingElseMatters]

I feel like my suicide is getting closer and closer.

 

[Arrow]

you can talk about why you're thinking this here, man. we'll listen.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Why? What has brought you to this point?

 

[NothingElseMatters]

Why? What has brought you to this point?

Huge financial problems and my girlfriend left me and she is with another man

 

[Jean Améry]

I'm sorry to hear you're so down. It seems you're carrying a heavy burden which understandably is creating despair. I once considered killing myself over a woman but decided she ultimately wasn't worth it. Plenty of those around even though I know it won't feel like that now.

In the end you're all that matters and if she can't see your worth too bad for her.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

I'm sorry to hear you're so down. It seems you're carrying a heavy burden which understandably is creating despair. I once considered killing myself over a woman but decided she ultimately wasn't worth it. Plenty of those around even though I know it won't feel like that now.

In the end you're all that matters and if she can't see your worth too bad for her.

Thanks for your words

 

[Jean Améry]

Thanks for your words

You're welcome. I wouldn't do anything rash and allow some time to pass. Whatever decision you make should be made clear-headed.

Most people have multiple partners before they settle down (if they do at all) so in all likelihood this will pass and you'll find someone else. Hopefully better for you. I know that doesn't do much for the pain you're feeling right now but it might be helpful to try to keep things in perspective.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

You're welcome. I wouldn't do anything rash and allow some time to pass. Whatever decision you make should be made clear-headed.

Most people have multiple partners before they settle down (if they do at all) so in all likelihood this will pass and you'll find someone else. Hopefully better for you. I know that doesn't do much for the pain you're feeling right now but it might be helpful to try to keep things in perspective.

I wish I could go out and meet new people, but due to that shitty lockdown I'm unable to do that. That's probably the worst moment something like that would have happen. My gf left me in the worst moment possible. Now I'm sitting all alone in my house thinking about what we've been through and crying my heart out.

 

[Jean Améry]

I wish I could go out and meet new people, but due to that shitty lockdown I'm unable to do that. That's probably the worst moment something like that would have happen. My gf left me in the worst moment possible. Now I'm sitting all alone in my house thinking about what we've been through and crying my heart out.

Murphy's law: whatever can go wrong will go wrong and at the most inopportune time. Try to interact here and online with friends and family. Isolation is not good for grieving hearts: I found that out the hard way. I don't know your ex-gf but she doesn't sound like the type of woman that is worth shedding tears over. Your emotions are better spent on someone who's decent, loving and respectful.

It's quite natural to grieve in your situation: you're human, you feel and therefore you suffer. It's the name of the game.

Take care.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

Murphy's law: whatever can go wrong will go wrong and at the most inopportune time. Try to interact here and online with friends and family. Isolation is not good for grieving hearts: I found that out the hard way. I don't know your ex-gf but she doesn't sound like the type of woman that is worth shedding tears over. Your emotions are better spent on someone who's decent, loving and respectful.

It's quite natural to grieve in your situation: you're human, you feel and therefore you suffer. It's the name of the game.

Take care.

Thanks, you helped me a lot, I'm feeling really anguish right now and the lockdown is definitely making things even worse.

 

[Jean Améry]

Thanks, you helped me a lot, I'm feeling really anguish right now and the lockdown is definitely making things even worse.

I can well imagine. I'm glad I was able to help you somewhat. Feel free to talk more here or PM me. I'm not an expert on anything but I'm willing to listen.