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i can't stand this feeling anymore

bloodystarzklt

bloodystarzklt

may you never forget me.
Jan 10, 2024
126
Well, I came back here once again. Funny how the answer to my life always seems to be suicide. In the last few days that I was away I did absolutely nothing, it was just another failed attempt to recover.

I wanted people to see and understand that I'm trying, I really am but things just seem to get more and more difficult and I don't know how to deal with it all alone. I can't make It on my own.

I just wish something or someone could make it stop, but there is no end to all misery and suffering other than death itself. We are abandoned in this world.
 
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F@#$

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Nov 8, 2023
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That's about where I am with life.
 
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allthatimsaying

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Aug 14, 2023
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Do you want to talk about it? I'm from Brazil too. If you allow it, I can send you a PM.
 
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bloodystarzklt

bloodystarzklt

may you never forget me.
Jan 10, 2024
126
mortuarymary said:
What made you fail?
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all the pressure I'm feeling from college and my family always putting pressure on me, like, I know there are things I should worry about but I can't even have time for myself. Also, a guy i like lmao he's treating me all different just because of a mistake i accidentally made. I know it sounds stupid but damn he means so much to me and I never get mad at him but whenever I mess up on such a small thing he acts like I'm the worst person in the world, it's so unfair
++I can't get rid of my addictions
allthatimsaying said:
Do you want to talk about it? I'm from Brazil too. If you allow it, I can send you a PM.
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Claro!!
 
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needpeace18

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Feb 12, 2024
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bloodystarzklt said:
Well, I came back here once again. Funny how the answer to my life always seems to be suicide. In the last few days that I was away I did absolutely nothing, it was just another failed attempt to recover.

I wanted people to see and understand that I'm trying, I really am but things just seem to get more and more difficult and I don't know how to deal with it all alone. I can't make It on my own.

I just wish something or someone could make it stop, but there is no end to all misery and suffering other than death itself. We are abandoned in this world.
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I feel the same. I've tried so many times
 
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