trying ungracefully
Student
- Jun 11, 2025
- 132
She's my great aunt, my grandmas sister.
It is just that for the whole time I have been out of high school and not able to work because of my agoraphobia they have been sending job recommendations. So 4 years now and things have not changed to the point I can get a job yet I don't know when they are ever going to get the hint. My aunt just sent me a job listing for a crossing guard and I know they have the best intentions but it really upsets me. It reminds me it has been this long and I still haven't gotten a job.
My day wasn't going good so far but it wasn't doing terribly and now this shit just ruined my mood. I can't fucking deal with it and every time I have to pretend to look into it. I know these jobs exist I'm not looking for a reason, I would let her know if I got a job. I just want this shit to stop it isn't as bad as it was in the beginning but I have no idea on why it's continuing.
My aunt dealt with agoraphobia too and she is still doing all this. Idk if she was able to work but I can't right now and it is terrible being reminded so randomly that I am pathetic and I am an adult who has never really became an adult. I want my days to be good or neutral and the very least, I don't want to be reminded by myself and then others.
It is just that for the whole time I have been out of high school and not able to work because of my agoraphobia they have been sending job recommendations. So 4 years now and things have not changed to the point I can get a job yet I don't know when they are ever going to get the hint. My aunt just sent me a job listing for a crossing guard and I know they have the best intentions but it really upsets me. It reminds me it has been this long and I still haven't gotten a job.
My day wasn't going good so far but it wasn't doing terribly and now this shit just ruined my mood. I can't fucking deal with it and every time I have to pretend to look into it. I know these jobs exist I'm not looking for a reason, I would let her know if I got a job. I just want this shit to stop it isn't as bad as it was in the beginning but I have no idea on why it's continuing.
My aunt dealt with agoraphobia too and she is still doing all this. Idk if she was able to work but I can't right now and it is terrible being reminded so randomly that I am pathetic and I am an adult who has never really became an adult. I want my days to be good or neutral and the very least, I don't want to be reminded by myself and then others.
