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Butterfly-death

Butterfly-death

Just let me die already all I do is suffer
Apr 5, 2024
64
I don't think I can live and be happy. Death is the only thing that will end my suffering. Life and happiness won't coexist for me. For as long as I am alive I'm going to feel horrible. I can only hope death will bring me peace one day and hopefully sooner than later. My heart just can't take it anymore :(
 
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paranoias64

paranoias64

basket case
Nov 25, 2025
31
i feel u, i'm sorry to hear that :(
 
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doomerguy88

Student
Aug 13, 2025
153
I don't think I can live and be happy. Death is the only thing that will end my suffering. Life and happiness won't coexist for me. For as long as I am alive I'm going to feel horrible. I can only hope death will bring me peace one day and hopefully sooner than later. My heart just can't take it anymore :(
I feel the same way at the moment. Sorry you are going through that.
 

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