I can't go on much longer. My partner - even though it would only be three months until I sell my family's home (they've all passed away) thinks I'm a burden for having to pay my bills, and will only pay for food and shelter. I don't want things to tank but sometimes I sit here and think. If I won the lottery (wishful thinking) I would say WE won. Everything together. But for three months till probate finishes I have debt. I don't think I should stay in this but I don't have anywhere else to go. I'd rather be out of this nightmare and let someone else deal with it - which I know is shitty but they haven't had to deal with the life I have. I'm just so sad and so tired of crying myself to sleep. Please be kind in your response, but what do I do?
I feel about as trapped as u do, and feel I can't live like this much longer. I've given up on everything. I just have to rehome my kitty and have enough for motel room. My life is not a life it's like barely existing as it is. It feels like I'm already dead but just here paying my massive rent. I really don't want to be here just to make other people wealthy at my expense while I'm barely able to meet my basic needs. Sorry u are in shitty situation as well. I have no advice.
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Apathy79
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- Oct 13, 2019
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