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leaps

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Jan 16, 2019
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It makes the most sense. What do I do?
 
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NoChoice

Fallen Zen Master
Jan 28, 2019
207
I'm not sure what the question is, but there is a question, and since there is a question then you keep going. You will know when there is nothing left inside of you to keep going, when there is no questions but how and when. Maybe I underestimate the situation, I just hate to think some people may be using an answer that doesn't apply to their question if you catch my drift. Ctb should truly be the last resort, when you're empty, tortured, exhausted, near dying already in one way or another.. Other than that there's almost always hope and something to hang on to and to keep going for, things can change in an instant. If you don't have a mental or physical disability you're truly lucky. Not trying to lecture you @leaps just sharing some thoughts for anyone who might see... this is no small decision, you will know when its your time, otherwise get a move on and enjoy at least something in life every day.
 
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GeorgeEastman

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Sep 3, 2018
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Keep waiting.

I don't know what the hell I'm waiting on, but I am. I will admit I'm prone to lots of stupidity. Hope, I guess. I hate to admit to it, but I guess there's still some left. I don't see how, but if there was none at all I'd have to get going.
 
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leaps

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Jan 16, 2019
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I'm not sure what the question is, but there is a question, and since there is a question then you keep going. You will know when there is nothing left inside of you to keep going, when there is no questions but how and when. Maybe I underestimate the situation, I just hate to think some people may be using an answer that doesn't apply to their question if you catch my drift. Ctb should truly be the last resort, when you're empty, tortured, exhausted, near dying already in one way or another.. Other than that there's almost always hope and something to hang on to and to keep going for, things can change in an instant. If you don't have a mental or physical disability you're truly lucky. Not trying to lecture you @leaps just sharing some thoughts for anyone who might see... this is no small decision, you will know when its your time, otherwise get a move on and enjoy at least something in life every day.
I'm really suffering I just don't know how to complete the act, beginning is easy but finding peace with death is torturing
 
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NoChoice

Fallen Zen Master
Jan 28, 2019
207
I'm really suffering I just don't know how to complete the act, beginning is easy but finding peace with death is torturing
I hear ya, just gotta find the method right for you, study it, prepare, practice and execute. the end.
 
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I hear ya, just gotta find the method right for you, study it, prepare, practice and execute. the end.
Never thought about practice. Thanks
 
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leaps

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Jan 16, 2019
250
Keep waiting.

I don't know what the hell I'm waiting on, but I am. I will admit I'm prone to lots of stupidity. Hope, I guess. I hate to admit to it, but I guess there's still some left. I don't see how, but if there was none at all I'd have to get going.
Hope is a good thing to have! I wish you the best of luck.
 
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21Neberg

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Then wait. Don't rush your suicide.
 
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