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Hunter2005

Experienced
Apr 15, 2023
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So I would assume everyone here is still alive because they can't find a method? I don't want to be here and I feel like I stayed here too long but I can't find the right method.
 
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Akaraine

Akaraine

I want NOTHINGNESS.
Nov 23, 2023
7
It's not like most of us didn't find any method. Many of us are trying to improve our lives. Some just come here to vent their thoughts and meet like-minded people who would not judge you. Even I saw a guy who doesn't wanna leave his dog alone so he is staying alive.
Why not try mostly painless methods like blood choking, Nitrogen Gas, Carbon Monoxide poisoning etc?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,089
I understand, personally I've only suffered for so long as I lack the option to just painlessly free myself from this existence, it just feels so cruel and horrible to me how I cannot just peacefully escape from all the suffering in this existence I've always seen as so futile and torturous, I should have ceased existing a while ago but really I never should have suffered at all.
 
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SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Nothing Like The Looks Ā« ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ Ā»
Nov 13, 2023
583
Being here doesn't necessarily imply someone is on the lookout for methods to die. There's a variety of other reasons that might bring one here. Me personally I use this as a support for my vents, a way to learn more about the view of other people from all around the world and so far this site has been useful to let me realise that the method I stupidly thought about long ago would've failed most likely turning me into a zombie.

Don't feel like you've been "here for too long", there's no limits here. :)
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Not everybody is here because they aren't able to die but I'm still here because I'm unable to die. I live with strict parents and I also have perpetual low energy and a lot of executive dysfunction. I don't even know if there even is a method that I can access
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I dont have the courage to use SN yet
 
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Mx_Pathetic

Mx_Pathetic

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May 8, 2023
152
It's not like most of us didn't find any method. Many of us are trying to improve our lives. Some just come here to vent their thoughts and meet like-minded people who would not judge you. Even I saw a guy who doesn't wanna leave his dog alone so he is staying alive.
Why not try mostly painless methods like blood choking, Nitrogen Gas, Carbon Monoxide poisoning etc?
What's blood choking?
 
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NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
623
I'm only here because Im procrastinating. I know my CTBing will be painful and brutal most likely jump due to no other reliable method. Cant access SN, probably wont succeed anyway. Cant access rails because they are fenced in the only reachable locations for me. CO not reliable and may leave me organ damaged more then they already are. I go to sleep at night and pray to god to kill me in my sleep but each morning i wake up.
 
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FadingDawn

FadingDawn

Experienced
Jul 18, 2023
282
I'm only here because Im procrastinating. I know my CTBing will be painful and brutal most likely jump due to no other reliable method. Cant access SN, probably wont succeed anyway. Cant access rails because they are fenced in the only reachable locations for me. CO not reliable and may leave me organ damaged more then they already are. I go to sleep at night and pray to god to kill me in my sleep but each morning i wake up.
mood. Basically me .
 
Mx_Pathetic

Mx_Pathetic

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May 8, 2023
152
I'm only here because Im procrastinating. I know my CTBing will be painful and brutal most likely jump due to no other reliable method. Cant access SN, probably wont succeed anyway. Cant access rails because they are fenced in the only reachable locations for me. CO not reliable and may leave me organ damaged more then they already are. I go to sleep at night and pray to god to kill me in my sleep but each morning i wake up.
You could look at drowning as a method.
 
Mx_Pathetic

Mx_Pathetic

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May 8, 2023
152
Ive considered it but to much suffering is involved for sure. When jumping there is a chance for instant CTB.
From the method thread I don't understand what people mean by suffering since you'd be unconscious by then
 
Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
524
Can't afford to die under Capitalism and legal blockages.
 

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