Venting I can't do it. I cant do partial and there is nowhere to do full

[SHThrowAway213]

I have tried 2 times today, 3 times in the past 2 week and I can't fucking do it.
I can't make myself pass out I have fucking tried countless times and I can't do it
I just can't get the hang of partial and where I thought I could do full isn't high enough
I'm so frustrated that I'm actually considering drinking bleach or ODing
I have SN on the way but I can't fucking wait that long
I just wanna die

 

[ArtVandelay]

Drinking bleach sounds so awful...even if it killed you it would be slow and agonizing. Not in the least bit peaceful. The success rates of ODing are also very low.

The cliff in your avatar seems like a more peaceful and reliable way to go. Is there no way for you to get there?

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Drinking bleach sounds so awful...even if it killed you it would be slow and agonizing. Not in the least bit peaceful. The success rates of ODing are also very low.

The cliff in your avatar seems like a more peaceful and reliable way to go. Is there no way for you to get there?

No there isn't, I don't have the money or the means to get there and the public transport is too confusing and difficult

 

[awfullife]

I'm sorry you are having a tough time. At least you have your SN ordered. That's more than I have accomplished. I haven't been able to find a good high place to hang either. It's kind of a bitch.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

I'm sorry you are having a tough time. At least you have your SN ordered. That's more than I have accomplished. I haven't been able to find a good high place to hang either. It's kind of a bitch.

It's so fucking frustrating that I literally nearly started chugging bleach earlier

 

[LostBoy20]

when trying partial hanging make sure to put the loop at the base of the neck, below the larynx, a slip knot is a great option, also leaning your head down will help you
i was trying to kill myself yesterday by this method but today i dont really feel like that anymore, just make sure you wont regreat it while hanging

 

[MissNietzsche]

Please wait for the SN..don't drink bleach

or watch this video for partial:

You can buy one of those pull-up bars that they put in door frames

 

[TheStranger]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-modified-major-tom-method.20319/

If youve ever heard of the pass out game... I think this could help you. Essentially you need to get on your knees and breathe really hard - when breathing in keep taking air even when your lungs are full, when breathing out keep exhaling when there is no more air - do this for about a minute or until you are lightheaded. Next you stand up while pushing the air against your mouth but not letting any out (like pufferfish your face). also hug your chest to help with squeezing your lungs. walk around a bit and youll wake up on the floor.

if passing out is all youre having trouble with this could help.