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JUST PAIN

JUST PAIN

There is sadness so deep it pulls me down.
Mar 6, 2025
11
如有语法错误,请见谅。因为英语不是我的第一语言。

我恨我自己。因为我什么都做不了。我能做的就是像老鼠一样逃跑。Or blame the heavens and others.

My memory has declined too much, and I even forgot what I was about to say!I have simply let down everyone's expectations, whether it's my mother, friends, or teachers.I can't do anything well and I want to cry. But I can't even cry.

我活得好,失败得好。我忘了我试过多少次CTB。妈妈对我很失望。她认为我没救了,是吗?idk。

I don't know what is supporting me to survive now.Only pain can make me feel alive.I don't even know what I'm talking about. I really want to sleep.Maybe I shouldn't OD anymore
 
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LittleNelson

Member
Dec 18, 2021
20
I'm so sorry your going though this pain. I hope you can get some rest soon.
 
bun

bun

Mar 4, 2025
9
you do not deserve to go through this pain, you do not have to push yourself to meet anyone's expectations, care for yourself before anything
 
JUST PAIN

JUST PAIN

There is sadness so deep it pulls me down.
Mar 6, 2025
11
我很抱歉让你经历这些痛苦。我希望你能早点休息。
thanks(T^T)
你不应该经历这种痛苦,你不必强迫自己去满足任何人的期望,在做任何事情之前先照顾好自己
I don't know what to say, but thank you anyway!! I will do my best to do it……
 

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