
JUST PAIN
There is sadness so deep it pulls me down.
- Mar 6, 2025
- 11
如有语法错误,请见谅。因为英语不是我的第一语言。
我恨我自己。因为我什么都做不了。我能做的就是像老鼠一样逃跑。Or blame the heavens and others.
My memory has declined too much, and I even forgot what I was about to say!I have simply let down everyone's expectations, whether it's my mother, friends, or teachers.I can't do anything well and I want to cry. But I can't even cry.
我活得好,失败得好。我忘了我试过多少次CTB。妈妈对我很失望。她认为我没救了,是吗?idk。
I don't know what is supporting me to survive now.Only pain can make me feel alive.I don't even know what I'm talking about. I really want to sleep.Maybe I shouldn't OD anymore
我恨我自己。因为我什么都做不了。我能做的就是像老鼠一样逃跑。Or blame the heavens and others.
My memory has declined too much, and I even forgot what I was about to say!I have simply let down everyone's expectations, whether it's my mother, friends, or teachers.I can't do anything well and I want to cry. But I can't even cry.
我活得好,失败得好。我忘了我试过多少次CTB。妈妈对我很失望。她认为我没救了,是吗?idk。
I don't know what is supporting me to survive now.Only pain can make me feel alive.I don't even know what I'm talking about. I really want to sleep.Maybe I shouldn't OD anymore