clearing eyes
femboy hooters employee of the month
- Jul 23, 2019
- 44
i'm incapable of literally everything. i hate myself. i hate myself so fucking much. i can't do anything productive, i can't even get good at a stupid fucking video game. i can't do anything that i believed i was once talented in. everything is a fucking lie. i'm awful. i'm AWFUL. why do people want me around? i think they just want me to suffer or live vicariously through me. they have this stupid fucking blind hope that i'll be able to make something of myself but i know that's not fucking true. i don't care anymore. i don't have doubts about whether i'm going to ctb any longer. i'm a failure and i deserve to disappear.