GTNHisLOVE
Lowlife Pianist
- Mar 10, 2024
- 41
I can't remember the last time I actually cried.
Everytime I get into this sad depressed mood, I just sit there and think. And when something I'm thinking of hits me really good (or bad), I get this weird feeling in my chest, like my ribcage is tensing up. It's not a bad feeling, not at all. But I just wish I could cry instead. I'd soak my pillow and bedsheets with my fresh tears every night… I'd be sobbing into my pillow or plushies all the time too.
I don't know what to do about this. I wish I could fix it. I wish I could cry again.
Everytime I get into this sad depressed mood, I just sit there and think. And when something I'm thinking of hits me really good (or bad), I get this weird feeling in my chest, like my ribcage is tensing up. It's not a bad feeling, not at all. But I just wish I could cry instead. I'd soak my pillow and bedsheets with my fresh tears every night… I'd be sobbing into my pillow or plushies all the time too.
I don't know what to do about this. I wish I could fix it. I wish I could cry again.
