I can’t beat the pointlessness of it all, we literally just suffered for nothing

[Siamese Believe]

What, what was it all for? It's maddening, it all has no purpose, none of it. Nothing can give life purpose, even if a divine entity were to exist, there is NO reason life ever had to happen. Any explanation given cannot answer the simple question of why.

Two people's steamy night costed me decades of agony, trapped in a shitty undesirable body that I cannot stand.

And then you die, but that's it. There's no compensation, no reward, no anything. You just don't exist anymore. Why couldn't I have just stayed non-existent.

 

[itsgone2]

Agree. What is the point???

 

[badatparties]

At least death ends it, hopefully.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand and I also feel the same, no matter what I'll always see the existence of life as the most devastating, terrible tragedy and I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything, existence will always be a mistake to me that just causes and brings all this harm, torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. To me existence is just always the most terrible, dreadful abomination and the fact that humans cause all this futile, dreadful suffering by imposing this existence onto others is just so horrible to me, all I want is to not exist, I just want to erase this existence that only ever caused me to suffer.